sometimes I think I want to change the world. I love to do so many things I end up becoming a little scattered...I stay busy...but sometimes I think I want to do too many things. For example, I Love to scrapblog and garden, practicing my sax and piano. and blog, and play with graphics on the puter..and pics. Teach my son. play with my son, cook, bake, sew , take pictures of every breath Caleb makes....not to mention clean, budget, shop etc., etc.c etc......whew! (I'm getting tired just thinking about it)
Oh yeah I almost forgot. Bible study, personal time with God..and PRAYING !..
(big pause for guilt and meditation)
So...I'm going to start using a planner ..you know that thing that I write in but leave at home..misplace and never refer to later. (actually if I write it down I don't forget it)
at least that's the way I used to be..now....turnin' 50....I don't seem to remember as clearly
oh yeah I just realized that is such a neat way to get out of something..."hey...cut me some slack I'm 50."...hmmmmm .....could be trouble...
anywaz...back to the subject....ha!....u think maybe I could be a little ADD???? another thought...
so my goal is to prioritze..use the planner ...and focus on being good at a few things rather than just dabble at a bunch.
Maybe its that I enjoy life ...so when someone asks me to do something..I've learned to make even the silliest things fun...so I think wow! I could really get into this!..so I need to change this thinking...."all things are lawful for me but not all things are expedient"...
Focus....foooocus...FOOOOOCUS!...(little voice inside)
here are some more pictures of my son
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